Idk

There a lot of things that I miss about back home. I miss my friends, I miss the other side of my family, I miss my dad, I miss my gymnastics coaches, out of all of these things that I miss most of all I miss my old self. I miss daydreaming about going out with the "love of my life". I sometimes don't truly understand all that I miss but I do know for a fact that I do truly miss my old life and I am not so sure I am ready to move on and start my new one. Things will never be the same...EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!